I Doubt I will ever know who i am really. I could give those social terms we have created to place ourselves and make sense of what is around us. Don´t really care to though.
All I know is that there is a lot of love in my heart. Sometimes too much. Sometimes I lack the rational I urge other to use. Sometimes I lack the focus I really strive to have. But i never forget to smile.
Most days I´m confused about who I am… I try to connect the dots of the past and hope to predict where they will lead me, but there are nights i still lay my head on the pillow and cant seem to shut my mind off.
I read somewhere that if you allow yourself to dream then you will paint your future, you will shape your experiences. I try to increase the pallet of my vision with what I have learned from my teachers, my mentors, my friends.
Mostly though when I am blessed to watch the sun rise, I smile. When I am gifted with a kiss, I rejoice. When I am chosen to be hugged, I breathe. When someone opens their heart to me, mine sings.
All I know, without a drop of doubt, is that we are all looking for love in some shape or form… love from others and from ourselves… so, I love and hope to be loved.